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If you enjoy this sexual autobio and have comments, questions, or a fantasy or story of your own you want to share, you can contact me at: kyoushuman@hotmail.com or visit my web page at http://www.geocities.com/westhollywood/9878/ ........................................................ I attended an extremely liberal college in the Northeast for one year (when I was eighteen). It was in a very small town but it was at most two hours away from five major cities, twelve hours from New York City and about ten hours from Chicago. Sex was very easy to get at this college. In my first semester I had sex with three women and came quite close with a fourth. The first was only a friend. She spent the night in my dorm room in my bed. We were both fully clothed. My roommate was sleeping in the next bed. We had no intention of having sex at all. In fact, we were sleeping in reversed positions -- my feet at her head, her feet at my head. Suddenly she started rubbing my penis. She took it out of my pants and began to masturbate me. I was shocked, but I wasn't going to stop her. She took her pants down far enough to expose her ass, then she turned her back to me and began rub- bing her bare ass against my cock. I held her ass as I guided my cock into her hot and wet pussy. After only a few minutes of movement, I pulled out and came all over her ass. She moaned quietly and rubbed my sperm into her ass cheeks and asshole. I put my sticky penis back into my pants and went to sleep. The next morning, she was gone. For a while we acted as if nothing had happened. One morning, I visited her in her dorm room. She was dressed in jeans and a t-shirt, no bra, skater's sneakers, back- wards baseball hat -- her usual outfit. Her roommate was wearing a bathrobe. We all sat around talking for a while until my friend and I no- ticed that her roommate's bathrobe was open. We could see her large, pale breasts swinging freely as she talked and gestured. This turned me on and I think it aroused my friend, too. Finally, her roommate got up and left the room to take a shower. My friend turned to me and asked me to fuck her, without any kind of prelude or warning whatsoever. I nodded and yanked my shorts off. She pushed her jeans down to her knees and got in the doggy-style position. I touched her pussy - it was extremely wet. I entered her with no problem. She moaned as we began to fuck. I asked if it was OK for me to cum inside of her, and she said yes, she was on the pill. This WAS in the era of AIDS (after 1981), how- ever, so what we did was VERY stupid. I don't recommend this kind of extremely casual sex to anybody. We finished before her roommate got back, and again she acted as if nothing happened. It was the last time we fucked, but we remained very good friends. She introduced me later to a woman named Katherine, who got my attention immediately. She was a slinky, gorgeous woman who was reputed to be a witch, stripper, cocaine user and sex fiend. I was fascinated by this woman and had to find out more. I discovered that she was all of those things and more. She was very weird and would try anything. One time she removed a tampon and inserted a new one right in front of me. She didn't care. Another time I found her extracting her own blood from her arm and leg veins and storing it in test tubes for no particular reason. I never had any kind of sex with Katherine, but her openness, freedom and sensuality left their mark on me. She was the first woman I saw who had completely shaved off all her pubic hair, which I found extremely exciting. Nothing happened between us, and I lost contact with her soon after the first semester ended. I had seen Jennifer around campus a lot, but only got to talk to her halfway through the semester. She reminded me of Rebecca in many ways. She was quite tough and butch, but she had long, naturally blonde hair. She preferred leather jackets and steel-toed boots, but she liked to wear lacy, intricate panties. She had huge breasts and full, sensuous lips, but callused hands and scabby knees. Jennifer and I stayed up talking all night and ended up sleeping together. She was rough and active during foreplay, but once sex started she would lose interest. She really enjoyed oral sex, reaming, spanking, and other things, but she never really got into the actual act of intercourse. Jennifer was also a very sad person. She was constantly depressed and it seemed that we usually had sex out of boredom. After the first few times, the novelty wore off, and we had a huge fight that ended up being a physical confrontation. She was a big, strong woman and nearly kicked my ass, but some- how I ended up physically throwing her out of my dormi- tory. She never spoke to me after that, and I don't blame her. If I could do it all over again I never would have slept with Jennifer because of the bad emotions that went with the mediocre sex. The next woman I began to sleep with was named Serena. She was a twenty-two-year-old, dark-skinned white woman, maybe with Greek ancestry. She was fat. There's no other way to say it. Fat, as I've happily discovered, feels great in bed. Fat people are not necessarily ugly people. Serena had small breasts with huge nipples, a wide, soft belly, large thighs, and a voluptuous ass. If you saw her entire body when she was standing naked, you might compare her to those "earth mother" figurines from Asia and Africa. Although she wasn't obese, or un- healthy. Just fleshy. Chubby, if you will. Serena had long, black hair, dark brown eyes, and olive-brown skin that I considered the height of physical perfection. When we fucked, I loved to lick the sweat from between her breasts because it was so deliciously sour. Her pussy tasted wonderful, and I loved drinking her cum. I sucked her toes and fingers for hours, reveling in the musky taste of her Mediterranean skin. She was absolutely gorgeous, and I was deeply in lust with her. We used condoms every time we had intercourse, although sometimes we'd have unprotected oral sex. I think she was as excited about my body as I was about hers. One of her favorite things to do was take my scrotum into her mouth and suck and lick it. She liked the taste of my genitals and my ass. She loved sucking my nipples. In fact, I think she was more enthusiastic about sucking my nipples than I was about sucking hers. We had sex two or three times daily and on the weekends did not leave her room. The strange thing about it was that I had always thought that Serena was a lesbian. She hung out with the lesbians, dressed like the lesbians and generally acted like the lesbians. When I say "the lesbians" I mean the lesbian community within this small liberal college. I do not mean "lesbians" as a whole. In fact, there were two lesbian communities at this college: the hardcore, ultrafeminist lesbians, who shaved their heads and wore leather jackets, and the softer, hippie lesbians, who were definitely feminists and radicals but preferred a sort of Grateful Dead style to a Dead Kennedys style. Serena hung out with the former group of lesbians, the hippies, and looked like them, so I naturally assumed she was also a hippie lesbian. She wasn't. I learned a lot during this first semester, of course, but I'd like to make a note of a certain social lesson made clear to me about nudity. Everybody likes to look at naked people, but if nudity is the norm then it loses its power. I know that seems obvious, but I only saw that in practice at this college. Women thought nothing of removing their shirts on hot days and walking around topless like the men. We had sweat lodges and shower sweats where all the participants would be buck naked, and nobody cared. One campus event was called the "community swim," which was a nice euphemism for "mass skinny dipping." Anywhere from ten to fifty students would show up, and we'd all jump in the college pool naked, playing pool games, diving off the diving board or just relaxing and socializing. Nudity didn't matter when everybody was naked. Enough lecture. This particular college had a mandatory work- study program. For the year's four quarters, you had to either study on campus or work at a college-approved job. I chose to go to Camarillo, California to work at a mental-health institution (the one made famous by the Eagles' song "Hotel California"). There I met Elizabeth, who was one of the kinkiest women I've ever known. Elizabeth was a twenty- five-year-old graduate student. Her face was plain, but her optimistic and cheerful personality made up for that. She, too, was gifted with fat in all the right places -- large breasts, belly, thighs and ass. Her flesh was warm to the touch, smooth and sweet. She had scattered freckles and moles all over her body, and the largest pair of nipples I've ever seen. I was entranced and I think she liked me too. We got started one night when she'd been drink- ing wine and we were playing cards. I suggested strip poker. She was amenable, and so we began. Naturally, I cheated like crazy and eventually she was sitting across from me naked, one arm folded across her breasts, the other arm in front of her where she held her cards in her hand. I was down to my underwear. I suggested that we play for sexual favors, and she said no at first but eventually warmed to the idea. So I stripped off my underwear and we got on the bed. She was the first woman I met who could deep-throat a cock, so I was pleasantly surprised when I felt her nose and chin bump into my balls as she took my entire cock into her throat. She really liked to suck cock, but it made her eyes water and she couldn't do it for long. I asked her to let me suck her pussy, but she said no and ex- plained why. Apparently, she was dating a co-worker who was much older (about 33 or 35) and wanted only him to have her pussy. A little more questioning revealed that this other man had had a vasectomy and so they could freely fuck without worrying about pregnancy. Neither of us had any birth control, and she didn't want me to suck her pussy because then she would want me to fuck her. I assured her that I wouldn't try to fuck her even with her permission, and so she said it was OK for me to go down on her. I did, and it was delicious. She asked me to lick, suck and finger her ass, and I did that eager- ly. Soon I had two fingers in her pussy, two fingers in her ass and my tongue flicking across her clit. Her fingers were wrapped in my hair and she was grinding her warm, wet crotch against my face. It was fabulous. Soon after she came, she admitted that she real- ly liked anal play. I asked her if I could fuck her ass since she couldn't get pregnant that way. She agreed to that and soon she was on her hands and knees, moaning as I slid my cock into her lovely, large ass. She bucked her hips to meet me and masturbated frantically as I fucked her ass. I was aroused beyond description and became like an animal, thrusting rapidly and rhythmically, digging my fingers into her breasts, biting her shoulder, grunting in time to her groans of pleasure. She begged me not to come in her ass, and so I pulled out at the last minute and jerked myself off. I was ready to come on her ass when she turned around, laid on her back and opened her mouth. I ejaculated into her mouth, on her chin and over her breasts while she smiled and moaned and rubbed my semen into her skin. We went to sleep that night wrapped around each other, enjoying the smell and feel of sex on each other's bodies. The next week Elizabeth introduced me to golden showers. She stripped the sheets off the bed and asked me to lay down on the mattress. We were both naked. She got on top of me and squatted over my cock, then leaned over to kiss me as she began to piss on my cock. The feel of her hot liquid splashing forcefully over my cock gave me an instant erection, and I begged her to let me fuck her, but she refused, grinning madly. Be- fore we finished with our water sports, she had pissed all over me and let me piss on her tits and belly. Then we engaged in a very long-lasting 69, concentrating on drawing out the intense pleasure. When we came, it was amazing... I can remember every detail of it. I remem- ber the sensation of ejaculating into her mouth, I can remember her thighs squeezing my ears as she flooded my tongue with pussy cum, I can remember the once-warm urine, now cold, in puddles around us on the mattress. I remember the combined smells of acrid piss, hot cum, and sweaty bodies hovering in the room. After I left Camarillo I lost contact with Elizabeth, which was more my fault than hers. I went back to my liberal college for one semester and met a bunch of new people. The first two I actually slept with were a black woman from Africa whose native lan- guage was French, and a white woman from Germany. The black woman's name was Helen and the white woman's name was Helena, oddly enough. Helen was a lesbian who liked to date men; Helena was a straight woman who didn't like to wear clothes. They were roommates and hung out together constantly. You could tell them from a mile off: there was a black woman with dreadlocks and color- ful clothes, and a white woman wearing sandals and very little else. They certainly made a unique pair, and the night I spent with them would probably be someone else's fantasy come true. It was after a community swim. We'd seen each other naked, played pool volleyball and tag, laughed and kidded around in the student center, and just basically hung out together. They invited me back to their dorm room to help with a photography project. Naturally it involved nudity. So, believe or not, I spent part of the evening taking pictures of a gorgeous African woman and a beautiful German woman in nude poses together. Even as it was happening, I thought to myself that some men would kill to be able to do this. Finally, we all got tired and climbed into Helen's small bed. We cuddled up together and of course there was some half-serious fondling, followed by some serious fondling, then some groping, and foreplay. We mastur- bated each other and explored our bodies thoroughly. (There wasn't really any intercourse to speak of, though Helena and I tried a little dry-humping.) I think that out of all the incidents in my life, this is the one people are probably going to accuse me of making up since it seems so unlikely and yet so much like many fantasies. Strangely, it hasn't been a main feature of my own fantasies. After that night, the three of us hardly spoke because of the tension that the three-way caused, which was unfortunate. I think we all wanted it to happen again. After Helen and Helena, I met Monique. Monique was a half-Brazilian bisexual witch. No joke. Her best female friend was also a bisexual witch, and they longed for each other but the two never got together until after I was long gone. Her best male friend was a gay witch, and he longed for me, but nothing ever came of it. Her closest colleague, a fellow writer, also wanted to fuck me, but never succeeded. This is a story about one of the weirdest nights of my life, when I was caught in a nexus of desire. It was a Friday night, and the Writer's Group had just finished their weekly meeting. I was hanging out with Monique (the bisexual witch), Darnell (the gay witch), and Jo (the female writer). All of them wanted me pretty badly, but of course in my ignorance I had no idea that anybody wanted to sleep with me. I just liked hanging out with these guys. We adjourned to an attic of an abandoned house and sat around telling silly and scary stories. I think Jo and Darnell had gotten a little high before the meeting and were thus a little looser than they would normally have been. Darnell sat right next to me, which I thought nothing of, because at this point I was decidely not homophobic and didn't think one way or another about gays. Live and let live was (and is) my philosophy. We all told stories in the dark attic until about two a.m. Monique suggested that we have a "slumber party" some- place, but nobody had a room with a big bed. I knew of a room where we could all sleep -- my neighbor's room was unlocked and she was out of town. She'd asked me to look after it while she was gone. She had an enor- mous futon and I knew we could fit all four of us on it. So we left the abandoned house and headed for my neighbor's dorm room. In the room, we got ready for bed. Darnell slept next to me, Jo slept between Darnell and Monique, and Monique slept on the edge of the bed. I was on the other edge. I took off my shirt and shoes. Darnell removed his shirt, revealing a hairy chest. My own chest was (and is) hairless and smooth, so I didn't (and don't) like hairy chests (on men OR women). Monique took off her dress and shoes, leaving only her panties and t-shirt. Jo topped them both by stripping completely naked, uttering some apology about being used to sleeping alone, and then we all climbed into bed. This isn't going to be some kind of bisexual orgy story. Nothing happened. Each person was trying to seduce me in some way, but it didn't really work since I was clueless. I mean, Jo had a very nice body, it was lithe and flat and strong - but at that point I was used to casual female nudity. Eventually, I got together with Monique because I spent the night with her alone. She made the first move (as well as the second and third moves) and got me in bed with her. I was amenable, even though I didn't like her filterless Camels smoker's breath. Monique was ready for anything in bed. We did everything together. She didn't like to go down on me, but she loved for me to eat her pussy and lick her ass. She was an enthusi- astic ass-licker, and sometimes we'd get in the 69 position and instead of oral sex we'd just ream each other for long periods of time. Monique's hair (scalp and pubic) was dyed with henna, which matched exactly the color of her nipples. For some reason I found this very exciting. I liked to tease Monique orally -- lick her nipples, suck them, then lick her pussy and ass, then suck her toes -- I could do it for at least an hour. She loved the attention, of course. She never asked me to fuck her in the ass, but when I wanted to she agreed and enjoyed it. She liked the feel of my semen in her ass and pussy and would often stick her finger into a just-fucked orifice and bring it to her mouth so she could taste my sperm. We pissed on each other in the shower a few times, but it didn't seem to excite either of us that much. We played lots of mind games as well as sex games. In one game, one person would be the "talker" and other wasn't allowed to speak unless the "talker" gave permission. Then the talker would fuck the listener and describe everything, talk aimlessly, give stream-of-consciousness rants about sex, etc. In another game, we'd try to prolong orgasm as long as possible, or try to give each other multiple orgasms within a certain time limit. Monique is one of the few women who was able to make me ejaculate several times in the space of an hour. The problem eventually turned out to be that Monique was too amenable, at least in my distorted opinion. She would agree to anything I suggested, in bed or otherwise, and that disturbed me. It reminded me too much of Mike, the mentally ill man I had en- countered earlier in my life -- so eager to please, willing to do anything for me. And so when I went on my second work-study program, I allowed us to drift apart and break up long-distance, which was an incre- dibly shitty thing for me to do. To change the subject quickly, let me relate something I learned which I found quite arousing. Monique's friend Tina, the other bisexual witch, wrote me a letter in which she confessed to sucking and fucking a dog. She told me that when she was very young, maybe fourteen or fifteen, she sucked off her family's dog and then allowed it to fuck her several times. This thrilled me to no end. I masturbated to this image several times, and wondered why I was so amazed by it when I had done it myself. It was good to know that somebody else out there had fucked a dog besides me. My second work-study was in Atlanta, GA where I worked for an environmental group. The job was boring but my living situation was great. I was rooming with a couple, Jeff and Cindy, who fucked a lot and were quite exhibitionistic. In fact, I have pictures of them naked that they permitted me to take. (Perhaps I'll upload them some day...) They let me watch as Cindy sucked Jeff off in the tub, and they had no qualms about fucking very loudly when I was just in the next room. I'm pretty sure that Cindy wanted me to join them in a threesome, and most of the time Jeff was uncomfortable with the idea. Once, though, Jeff and Cindy chased me around the house, trying to get me to let Jeff suck my cock. Jeff was saying, "No, I'll really do it, I'll really suck his dick," trying to open my zipper, and Cindy was saying, "No you won't, you're just bluffing," and I was saying, "That's OK, you don't have to prove anything!" Secretly of course I wanted Jeff to suck my cock and swallow my sperm. I wanted Cindy to suck me too. In fact, if they had ever invited me into their bed I would have accepted without hesitation no matter what they wanted me to do with them. Jeff and Cindy, although they swore they'd be together forever, eventually broke up. Cindy moved to Minneapolis and got heavily into bondage and the bi- sexual scene. She wrote me a long, arousing letter about getting tied up and having a woman lick her pussy while she sucked a man's cock. I was happy for her, but I haven't heard from Jeff since I left Atlanta. After Atlanta I moved to Memphis, TN. At my new job, I met a woman I'll call Jane. Jane was almost ten years older than me and bent on seducing me. I wasn't going to fight her off, and after some prolonged flirt- ing and infrequent "serious" discussions, we were fuck- ing like crazy. Jane was crazed in bed -- the most physically active woman I'd ever slept with. She would thrust her hips hard and fast against my hips for as long as my cock was inside her. She only got tired after we were finished. She would scream and moan and yell and curse out loud when I ate her delicious pussy with its fluffy pubic hair and fat, tasty labia. She would hold my face by the ears and hair, pressing it into her body when I licked her ass or stuck my tongue in her asshole. She would forcibly shove my face into her breasts, ordering me to suck and bite her nipples. She would demand that I fuck her. She would always tell me explicitly where she wanted my sperm: "Cum in my pussy." "Cum in my mouth." "Cum on my tits." "Cum on my ass." "Cum on my belly." She always articulated her desire in the most verbally filthy way possible. "Give me head." "Fuck my cunt." "Suck my tits." "Lick your cum off my belly." And so on. Jane had a great body. She had small, cute, sexy breasts with large nipples, a long, flat belly which curved outward to her abdomen and then back inward to her beautiful pussy. Her ass and thighs were large and sweet. She had gorgeous legs. Jane was the first woman I slept with who was as beautiful as a model. She had a tiny nose, sharp cheekbones, almond-shaped eyes, per- fect hair, and a sharp, sexy grin. Jane loved to fuck, but since she had been sex- ually abused as a child by a man who held her down and raped her, we could not do it in the missionary posi- tion. That was how she remembered her abuser -- him on top of her. She loved to fuck in the female superior position or doggy style. She told me once that her uterus was out of place in her body, which made her cunt a lot tighter than it should have been, and that fucking doggy style heightened all sensations for her. Fucking Jane always resulted in dozens of scratches, some bruises and lots of sweat. We always collapsed and sometimes didn't bother to clean up. We fucked in her bed mostly, but fooled around in the shower a few times. It's been a long time since I've had sex with Jane but I fantasize about it regularly. Sex with her was so intense, so passionate and so enjoyable on a base, animalistic level that I will never forget it. It will always be something that I want. Even now as I type this my cock swells from the memory. I don't think Jane and I ever had bad sex, or sex that was less than exhausting. While dating Jane, I cheated on her. This was the first time I had ever cheated on a woman. I felt very bad about it afterwards, and while I was fucking the other woman I couldn't stop thinking about Jane and how hurt she would be if she found out. The other woman was named Sarah, and was another example of how abso- lutely sexy fat women can be. Sarah had fat cheeks, fat breasts, a fat stomach and a fat ass, but take my word for it -- she was jaw-droppingly attractive, both clothed and naked. We fucked twice in one night and that was the extent of my affair. Sarah was the only woman I knew who could have orgasms very easily from penetration alone. I only had two orgasms, but I think she had at least four. She was very loud -- a screamer -- and liked to wrap her legs around me when we fucked. The actual sex acts weren't that unusual, but her re- actions were. I sometimes wish that there could have been a way for me to enjoy sex with her more, but oh well, that's life. I'd like to take a minute now and discuss my experiences with fat women. When I say "fat" I don't mean "100 pounds overweight," not that there's anything wrong with that (ever seen FatGirl magazine?). I mean maybe ten, twenty-five or forty pounds over the ridiculous, allegedly "normal" weight. Women just can't live up to the waifish model-with-anorexia image that is endorsed by the fashion magazines, TV shows, etc. Most women are at least a little heavier than Kate Moss, right? Besides, can you imagine having sex with Kate Moss? She's so bony. It would be like fucking a piece of wooden furniture. No, give me women (and men!) who maintain healthy, soft, rounded, muscular bodies. Pardon my digression. Anyway, after Jane and I broke up, I met Sheryl. Sheryl was sexually voracious, but she let me initiate everything. She wasn't into any kind of weird sex and I must admit that it was kind of disappointing. I loved to eat her pussy though, mostly for the taste and excitement but partially because of her reactions. Sheryl allowed me to tie her up and shave her pubic hair. She also enjoyed spanking, oral sex, and tying me up in turn. Despite all this, it seemed pretty vanilla, largely because she wasn't very enthusiastic for experimentation despite her prodigious sexual appetite. She was so cute and sexy. We broke up after two and a half years of a mostly great relation- ship that was accompanied by much self-denial -- you see, her attitudes towards weirdness in sex were duplicated in her daytime life. She'd put up with eccentricity but didn't encourage it. In fact, she didn't understand it at all. But this is probably more than you want to know. to be concluded in part four. . .